Working out my salvation

The first interesting passage that I want to dive into is in chapter 2.  Starting at the second part of verse 12 and continuing into verse 13 we have Paul writing the following,

“work out your own salvation with fear and trembling, for it is God who works in you, both to will and to work for his good pleasure.”

The reason I want to start here is that there is so much packed into this one passage.  I see at least four significant teachings I need to digest.

1. I am told to work out my own salvation

2. I am to work it out with fear and trembling

3. I am to work it out because It is God who works in me, both to will and to work

4. God is working in me ultimately for his good pleasure.

Today I am only going to concentrate on the first teaching, that of my responsibility to work out my salvation.

First of all lets look at how other translations put it.

(ESV, NKJV, HCSB)  work out your own salvation

(NLT)  Work hard to show the results of your salvation, obeying God

(NIV, The Voice Bible) continue to work out your salvation

(Expanded Bible)  Keep on working to complete [Continue working out] your salvation

From this comparison I see that working out my salvation takes actual effort on my part, it is not just a mental exercise.  Also it is not a one time event, but a continual process through the demonstration of our obedience to God

From the “Treasure of Scripture Knowledge”, I have found the following other verses to be helpful to my understanding of what it means to work out my salvation.

First up let’s look at the recommended verse from Philippians, since it would seem reasonable that passages from the same letter should perhaps be given more weight than other verses scattered throughout the bible.

Philippians 3:13b–14 (ESV)  forgetting what lies behind and straining forward to what lies ahead, I press on toward the goal for the prize of the upward call of God in Christ Jesus.

The words ‘straining forward’ and ‘press on toward’ really give the impression that Paul is using great effort in his pursuit of the call of God

Here are some other verses I found helpful, emphasis mine.

Luke 13:23–24 (ESV)  And someone said to him, “Lord, will those who are saved be few?” And he said to them, “Strive to enter through the narrow door. For many, I tell you, will seek to enter and will not be able.

1 Corinthians 15:58 (ESV)  Therefore, my beloved brothers, be steadfast, immovable, always abounding in the work of the Lord, knowing that in the Lord your labour is not in vain.

Galatians 6:9 (ESV)  And let us not grow weary of doing good, for in due season we will reap, if we do not give up.

Hebrews 4:11 (ESV)  Let us therefore strive to enter that rest, so that no one may fall by the same sort of disobedience.

Hebrews 12:1 (ESV)  Therefore, since we are surrounded by so great a cloud of witnesses, let us also lay aside every weight, and sin which clings so closely, and let us run with endurance the race that is set before us,

Turning now to some study notes, here is what I have found useful.

Faithlife Study Bible:  work out Implies that obedience is intentional and purposeful. In this context, “working out your salvation” means assuming Christ’s mindset (see verses 6-11).

Believer’s Study Bible: Work out your own salvation” means to “work out,” not “work for.” A “works salvation” is not being taught. The idea is to progress to the finish or completion in spiritual growth and maturity. This process is what the Bible calls “sanctification.” It should be noted that v. 12 makes it clear we are to be active, not passive, in this process.

Sprit Filled Life Study Bible:  In view of the obedience of Christ and His lordship, the Philippians should show a like obedience. Paul does not teach that salvation is dependent on one’s continued works, but that salvation must express itself in progressive Christian living and upright character, not only individually, but through obedient participation in God’s corporate call to a local church.

King James Study Bible:  Work out your own salvation does not mean that you should work for salvation in order to obtain it. The Greek phrase “work out” denotes the expression, manifestation, or actualization of something one already possesses. The Philippians are to “work out” the salvation God has already wrought  in them (v. 13), carrying it to its logical conclusion. God has granted them salvation not just for their own profit, but for the good of others as well. If they work out and manifest the new life divinely worked in them, they will live lives worthy of the gospel (1:27), in harmony with each other (v. 2), seeking the progress of the gospel. They will also regard one another as more important than themselves (v. 3), be concerned with the needs of their fellows (v. 4), and make the appropriate sacrifices in obedience to God, as did Jesus. In doing all this they will work out or express the new life they have through Christ.

Finally, here is the Greek Dictionary entry for the word translated work. (strongs number 2716, ‘katergazomai’) –

to perform, accomplish, achieve
to work out i.e. to do that from which something results
of things: bring about, result in
to fashion i.e. render one fit for a thing

Tools in my tool chest

Now that I am starting to explore a bit deeper the meaning of certain passages it is a good time to review the tools that I will be using for this purpose.

Tool #1:  multiple translations

Since I don’t read Greek, I have to read the bible from an English translation.  My translation of choice is the English Standard Version (ESV).  I have chosen this version for two reasons.  Primarily I chose it because almost universally the teachers and scholars that I read and listen to recommend it.  Secondly and in all likely the reason why they recommend it, is because it is a word for word translation of the Bible. 

A word for word translation is also referred to as a functional equivalence translation.  In other words the translation strives to be as faithful to the original with respect to ensuring every word is translated, resulting in a translation that is very literal.  There are other word for word translations, most notably the King James Version (KJV), the New King James Version (NKJV) and the New American Standard Bible (NASB) which are all very popular, however the ESV seems to be gaining considerable traction among evangelicals. 

There is another methodology used by translators which is to translate thought for thought instead of word for word.  This methodology is also called dynamic equivalence, and the translators of the New Living Translation (NLT) the New International Version (NIV) and The Voice Bible among others have used it.

Another newer translation is called the Holman Christian Standard Bible (HCSB) and it purports to use what they refer to as the optimal equivalence model of Bible translation, taking the best of both worlds.  Sometimes it is leans more towards the word-for-word end of the spectrum and other times it leans more towards the thought-for-though end of the spectrum.

Finally there are some specialized translations that attempt to give insight into the original languages by expounding on the text.  The Amplified Bible and the Expanded Bible are examples of this specialized translation.

The downside to using multiple translations however is that it is easy to pick and choose whatever translations suits my own preconceived notions, without considering how the translators methodology or even bias might play into the equation.  Nevertheless for comparison purposes multiple translations can provide significant insights, and with the internet today, there is no need to actually own bibles in each translation, since they are all available to be read for free online.  Here and here are good places to start.

Tool #2: cross references

I have heard it said many times that the bible interprets the bible, and this is the reason behind the cross references found in many bibles.  Typically found in a centre column between the columns of text these cross references are links to other passages in the bible that can help shed additional insights.  As nice as these are there is an even better tool, “The Treasury of Scripture Knowledge”.  This book is like those centre column cross references on steroids.  It contains a list of cross references for every verse in the bible.  As an example Philippians 1:6 has 36 cross references listed just for that verse.  It may take some time to look up all those verses but it will provide incredible insights that I wouldn’t find on my own, and the beauty is that they are all verses from the bible and not someone else's interpretation.  This is my preferred tool to use when trying to understand a passage.  Again this resource is available online for free and can be found here.

Tool #3: study bible notes

There is a reason that I don’t use a study bible for my personal reading.  It is just too distracting to have the notes so easily accessible.  This accessibility tends to make me lazy about figuring out the difficult passages on my own.  Nevertheless at some point it is good to see what others have said about the passage of scripture and a study bible is excellent for that.  My main study bible is the ESV Study Bible, but I also have the KJV Study Bible, the Reformation Study Bible, The Spirit Filled Life Study Bible and the Faithlife Study Bible that provide differing perspectives.  The ESV study bible is available online here and is free for 30 days.  The Faithlife Study Bible is currently free online and is available here.

Tool #4: commentaries

When the study bible notes just aren’t detailed enough a commentary will provide a much deeper study of the passage.  I don’t own many commentaries, but there are several free ones that are available on-line.  Matthew Henry’s commentary is a classic, but a more modern scholar with free commentaries available for each book of the bible is Thomas Constable.

Tool #5: Key-word Study Bible

This last tool is a gift that I received for Christmas and I look forward to using it this year.  The uniqueness of this bible is that there is both a Hebrew and a Greek dictionary at the back of the bible.  Additionally in the text of the bible every key word has a number associated with it.  These numbers are then used to look up in the dictionary the Greek or Hebrew word that was translated.  The dictionary then provides deeper insights (in English) into the meaning and nuances of the word.  This bible is a tool that allows students without any knowledge of the original languages to gain insights otherwise unavailable to them.

The downside of this tool is that it provides the user with just enough information to be dangerous, it provides details of the word itself, but not the particulars of how it is used in each individual situation.

So there you have it, the main 5 tools I will be using, in my ongoing study of Philippians.

Questions for Paul

Having now read through the book of Philippians move than 15 times, I think it is time to move past simple observation of the text and time to start looking into answering some of the questions that the text has stirred up in my mind. Before I do that however let me present those questions here.

From 1:1, is Timothy a co-author with Paul?

From 1:6, since God began the good work, what role did I play in coming to God?

From 1:6, 1:10 and 2:16, what is the “day of Christ”?

From 1:9, what is the connection between love abounding and knowledge and discernment?

From 1:15-18, why does Paul not seem to care that people are preaching Christ from selfish ambition, does God not ultimately look at the heart?

From 1:21, what does “For me to live is Christ” mean?

From 1:27, what does a ‘life worthy of the gospel' look like?

From 1:28, what does the phrase ‘and that from God’ refer to?  Is it that their salvation comes from God?  Is it that they are being saved “from God”, in contrast to the opponents who will not be saved from God and his wrath, or does it refer to the sign being from God?

In 2:6 what does ‘being in the form of God” mean?  What does “not counting equality with God a thing to be grasped mean?  What does it mean that Jesus “emptied himself”.?

In 2:10 what is Paul referring to when he says “every knee .. under the earth”?

In 2:11 what is the connection between us working out our salvation and God who works in us to will and to do?

In 2:25, did Epaphroditus carry the letter to the Philippian church?

In 3:2, who are the mutilators of the flesh?

In 3:10 what does “becoming like him in his death” mean?

In 3:16 why the contrast between pressing towards the goal and holding true to what we have already attained?

In 3:21, what does “by the power that enables him even to subject all things to himself” mean?

In 4:19 what does “according to his riches in Glory in Christ Jesus” mean?

Now I don’t know if I will get to answer all of these questions, but over the coming days I hope to address as many of them as possible. 

One last thought is that even though I have a lot of questions, overall the book of Philippians is a fairly straight forward book.  If you just look at the instructions/commands contained in it for the most part they are pretty black and white and easy to understand.  I frankly don’t have any question about what Paul may mean when he tells us to rejoice, to be content, to not be anxious, to stop grumbling, to think rightly, to stand firm or to speak the word without fear. 

I take that back I have one question, but this is for me and not Paul.  Am I doing it?

The doctrine of suffering in Philippians

In 1:4 we learn that Paul the author is in prison; so from that context we examine the following verses.

I have divided the verses today into two categories, general teachings about suffering and what the Christian attitude should be as they endure suffering

Teachings:

In 1:3-4 we learn that Paul is a receiving grace both in his imprisonment and in the defence and confirmation of the gospel.

In 1:12 we learn that Paul’s imprisonment serves to advance the gospel

In 1:13 Paul refers to his imprisonment as ‘for Christ’, in other words it is directly connected to Paul’s obedience to God in proclaiming the gospel

In 1:19 we learn that in the midst of suffering, the praying church aided by the Holy Spirit can bring deliverance

In 1:29 we learn that it has been granted to the Philippian church that for the sake of Christ they would not only believe in him, but also suffer for his sake

In 2:1 we learn that encouragement in the midst of suffering comes from Christ, comfort can be found in God’s love and the Spirit participates with us as we walk through the suffering.

In 2:27 we learn that it was God who had mercy on Epaphroditus by causing him to recover from a serious illness

In 3:10-11 we learn that we are to share in Christ’s sufferings, becoming like him in his death so that we may attain the resurrection

In 4:7 we learn that we are to take our petitions to the Lord in prayer with thanksgiving

In 4:7 we also learn that if we do the God of Peace will guard our hearts and minds

In 4:19 we learn that it is God who supplies every need according to his riches in glory in Christ Jesus

Attitude:

In 1:14 we learn that Paul being imprisoned should not make the believers fearful, but should fill them with confidence in the Lord to speak the word

In 1:17 we learn that even those seeking to afflict Paul in his imprisonment are a joy to him, in the sense that he can rejoice that Christ is proclaimed regardless of the motives

In 1:21 we learn that even death is not to be feared, but embraced as gain

In 2:5-11 we are told to have the mind of Christ, who was obedient to the Father even unto death

In 2:17 Paul says that even if he is to be poured out as a drink offering upon the sacrificial offering of the Philippians' faith, he is glad and rejoices

In 3:8 we learn that Paul counts everything as loss compared to knowing Christ Jesus as his Lord

In 3:8 we also learn that Paul has suffered the loss of all things for the sake of Christ, but Paul considers all those things as garbage in order that he may gain Christ

In 3:13 we learn that Paul forgets what lies behind and strains for what lies ahead

In 3:14 we learn that the Christian is to have the goal of the upward call of God in Christ Jesus

In 3:15 we learn that mature Christians should think the same way as Paul

In 3:19 we learn that we are not to have our mind on earthly things

In 4:6 we are told not to be anxious about anything for the Lord is at hand

In 4:12-13 we learn that we are to be content in any situation and that we are to rely on the Lord who will give us the strength to endure

The doctrine of the end times in Philippians

Today I turn to the latter days.  As I read Philippians, I am looking for insights into what we should believe about the end times.

In 1:6 we learn that God will complete the work that be begins in believers at the “day of Jesus Christ”

In 1:10 Paul exhorts the church to be pure and blameless for the “day of Christ”

From 1:21 we learn that there is something to be gained when believers die

From 1:23 we learn that when Paul dies he has the expectation that he will be with Christ

In 1:28 we learn that the future destruction of all opponents of Christ is assured

In 1:28 we also learn that the future salvation of believers is assured

In 2:10-11 we learn that at the name of Jesus every knee will bow in heaven and on earth and under the earth and every tongue will confess that Jesus Christ is Lord

In 2:12 we learn that believers are to work out their salvation with fear and trembling

In 2:15 the Philippian believers are called to be without blemish so that at the “day of Christ” Paul may be proud that he didn’t run in vain

In 3:11 we learn that believers may attain the resurrection from the dead

In 3:12 we can surmise that one day believers will be perfected

In 3:19 we again learn that the enemies of the cross of Christ will receive destruction

In 3:20 we learn that for the believer their citizenship is in heaven that that Jesus is a Saviour

In 3:21 we learn that at the resurrection believers will have their bodies transformed into new glorious bodies like Christ’s

In 3:21 we also learn that Christ will subject all things to himself

In 4:3 we read that fellow labourers have their names in the book of life

The doctrine of the church in Philippians

While looking for teachings regarding the work of the church in the book of Philippians it became evident that there are two sides to this coin.  Since the church is made up of individual Christians, it is difficult to divide instructions into separate categories for whether they apply to the corporate body or to each individual believer.

I think it is the case that for most instructions they can equally fall into both categories, which I find interesting, since I think that most people (at least I do) think ‘How can I apply this as an individual’ when reading Paul’s instructions.  We don’t often ask the question how should I participate with my local congregation to obey and live out these teachings. 

For that reason as I read through Philippians again today I asked myself how is the church to live this out, instead of how am I to live this out? 

In 1:1 we learn that members of the church are ‘saints’

In 1:1 we also learn of two offices within the church, ‘overseers’ and ‘deacons’.

In 1:5 we learn that the church was a partner with Paul in the gospel

In 1:7 we learn that the church is a partaker with Paul of grace in imprisonment and in the defence and confirmation of the gospel

In 1:9 we learn that the church is to abound in love with knowledge and all discernment

In 1:10 we learn that the church is to approve what is excellent and be pure and blameless, filled with the fruit of righteousness

In 1:14 we learn the church is to be confident in the face of opposition

In 1:14 we also learn that the church is to speak the word without fear

In 1:15 we learn that the church is to preach \ proclaim Christ out of love

In 1:19 we learn the church is to pray for the needs of others

In 1:27 we learn that the church is to conduct itself worthy of the gospel of Christ, firm in one spirit, with one mind striving side by side for the faith of the gospel, and not frightened in anything by opponents

In 2:2 we learn the church is to be single minded, full of love and fully united.

In 2:5 we learn that the church should have the same mind as Christ

In 2:11 we learn that the church’s confession should be that Jesus Christ is Lord to the glory of the Father

In 2:15 we learn that the church is a light to the world

In 2:16 we learn that the church is to hold fast to the word of life

In 2:18 we learn that the church is to be glad and rejoice

In 2:22 we learn how Timothy (a church overseer) proved his worth in contrast to others who sought their own interest and not the interests of Jesus Christ

In 2:29 we learn that the church is to receive fellow workers in the Lord with joy and honour

In 3:2 we learn that the church is to look out for false teachers

In 3:3 we learn that the church is the ‘circumcision’ who worship by the Spirit of God and put no confidence in the flesh

In 3:16 we learn that the church is to hold true to what it has already attained

In 3:17 we lean that the church is to imitate Paul and keep their eyes on those who walk according to his example

In 3:20 we lean that the church has its citizenship in heaven

In 4:1 we learn that the church it to stand firm in the Lord

In 4:6 we learn that the church  is to make prayer and supplication with thanksgiving

In 4:15 we learn that the church is to partner in giving and receiving to the needs of fellow workers

The doctrine of God in Philippians

I am interested in understanding how comprehensively the letter to the Philippians covers Christian doctrine.  Specifically what I have in mind is the following scenario; if the book of Philippians was the only book in the Bible, how would I understand Christian life and doctrine.

Over the next few days I plan on looking at the different doctrines of the Christian faith.  Today I concentrate on the doctrine of God though I will include in that the doctrines of Christ and the Holy Spirit.

From 1:2 we learn that God is our “Father'” and Jesus Christ is our Lord

From 1:19 we learn that God hears and answers prayer with the help of the Spirit of Jesus Christ

From 1:29 we learn that God grants belief to his church but surprisingly also grants the opportunity to suffer for the sake of Christ

The passage from 2:5 through 2:11 is perhaps the most detailed description of Jesus’ role that we have in the Bible.  From it we learn the following:
- Jesus was in the form of God
- Jesus did not count equality with God something to be grasped
- Jesus emptied himself by taking the form of a servant
- Jesus was born in the likeness of men
- as a man Jesus humbled himself by becoming obedient to the point of death on a cross
- as a result God has exalted Jesus
- God has given Jesus the name that is above every name
- at the name of Jesus every knee will bow in heaven on earth and beneath the earth
- at the name of Jesus every tongue will confess that Jesus Christ is Lord
- this is all done to the glory of God the Father

From 2:13 we learn that it is God who works in believers to both will and to work for his good pleasure

In 2:14 we learn that God considers believers to be his children

In 2:27 we learn that mercy is an attribute of God

In 3:3 we learn that the Spirit of God enables believers to worship

In 3:9 we learn that righteousness comes from God

In 3:10 we lean that Christ suffered, died and was resurrected

In 3:12 we learn that Christ Jesus makes us his own

In 3:14 we learn that God calls us in Christ Jesus

In 3:20 we learn that the Lord Jesus Christ is a Saviour from the destruction due the enemies of the cross of Christ

In 3:21 we learn that Jesus has a body presently and that it is a glorious body

In 3:21 we learn as well that Jesus has a power that enables him to subject all things to himself

In 4:5 we learn that the ‘Lord is at hand’

In 4:6 we learn that God desires his people to present their requests to him through prayer and supplication with thanksgiving

In 4:7 we learn that God gives peace

In 4:7 we also learn that God guards hearts and minds in Christ Jesus

In 4:9 we learn that God is a God of peace

In 4:9 we also learn that God is present with believers if they practice the things they have leaned

In 4:13 we lean that God strengthens his people and enables them to be content in every situation

In 4:19 we learn that God supplies the needs of his people according to his riches in glory in Christ Jesus

In 4:20 we learn that God the Father is to be ascribed glory forever and ever

In 4:23 we learn that Jesus bestows grace

An outline of Philippians

The first thing I notice is that obviously the ‘book’ of Philippians is not a ‘book’ but a letter.  Paul opens this letter with a salutation to the saints at Philippi, with specific mention of the overseers and deacons.  Paul also includes Timothy with his own name at the start of the letter, which begs the question “is Timothy the co-author of this letter?”

Immediately following the salutation, Paul thanks God for the Philippian believers’ partnership in the gospel and he prays that their love would abound to the glory of God.

Following this Paul explains how his imprisonment was for the cause of Christ and that it has not caused fear to grip the local believers, but in fact it has emboldened them.

What Paul says next is quite puzzling and certainly should be examined more thoroughly.  He explains that some are preaching the gospel out of selfish ambition hoping to cause Paul affliction, but incredibly Paul still rejoices that Christ is proclaimed.

The next passage is filled with incredible hope.  It is here that Paul declares “For to me to live is Christ, and to die is gain.”  He tells the Philippians that he would prefer to die and be united with Christ, but that for the sake of the Philippians it is more necessary that he continues to live, so he believes that he will be reunited with the Philippian church.

Next Paul encourages them to “let their manner of life be worthy of the gospel”, but shortly afterwards he says something interesting.  He says in verse 28 that their salvation is from God that it had been granted to them that they should believe and suffer for the sake of Christ.  Here is the first instance in Philippians where we see the contrast of God’s sovereignty with Man’s responsibility.

Continuing into chapter 2 we have what is perhaps the most beautiful description of the humiliation and exaltation of Christ, with the conclusion being that every tongue will confess Christ as Lord.

We now come to the second section where Paul contrasts God’s sovereignty with Man’s responsibility.  He says “work out you own salvation with fear and trembling, for it is God who works in you, both to will and to work for his good pleasure.”  Fascinating, stuff, but not easy to understand.

Paul paints a beautiful metaphor next where he calls the believers “lights in the world” and that we are to shine without blemish being blameless and innocent.

Next Paul explains that he hopes to send Timothy to the Philippian church soon but in the mean time he has sent Epaphroditus, which seems to imply that perhaps this individual actually delivered the letter to the church in Philippi, I will need to check this out.

The next passage contains a warning from Paul to be on the look out for teachers that would try and bind them with the Jewish custom of circumcision.  Paul explains that those who are truly of the circumcision are the followers of Christ who worship by the Spirit of God and that we should have no confidence in the flesh, specifically the outward act of circumcision.  Paul then presents a case for why our righteousness only comes from faith in Christ and how only that righteousness will lead to the resurrection from the dead.

Paul uses another great metaphor of running a race to describe the Christian life.  Using words like straining forward, pressing on, forgetting what lies behind, he presents the Christian life as one that is seeking to reach the goal. What is puzzling is that immediately after this Paul says that we should “hold true to what we have attained.”  So it seems like he is saying that we have already attained the goal.

In version 17 of chapter 3 Paul now exhorts the Philippians to imitate him, and to follow the example of others who walk by Paul’s example.  He further encourages them by emphasising that the believer’s citizenship is in heaven that that one day Jesus will glorify our bodies to be like his.

Next we see that Paul begins to wind down the letter.  He exhorts the church to rejoice, be reasonable and to not be anxious, also to think rightly.  He provides promises of God’s peace and promises that his strength will enable the believer to endure all things.

Finally Paul thanks the church for their provision and support and encourages them by letting them know that God would supply their every need.

The letter closes with a final signoff and the following blessing, “The grace of the Lord Jesus Christ be with your spirit.”

Scripture memorization from Philippians

One significant advantage of the saturation method of bible reading has been scripture memorization.  I have never been particularly faithful to regularly committing passages to memory since given the time I was already spending in bible reading and prayer, it was difficult to carve out yet more time to tackle yet one more spiritual discipline. 

I have found though that as I read daily through the book of Philippians the passages are becoming more and more familiar and the structure of the book is becoming ingrained in my mind, and memorization is happening to some extent on its own.  Nevertheless I want to take it to the next level, so I have identified the key passages from Philippians that I want to memorize fully.  I present them here.

Philippians 1:6 - And I am sure of this, that he who began a good work in you will bring it to completion at the day of Jesus Christ.

Philippians 1:9–11 - And it is my prayer that your love may abound more and more, with knowledge and all discernment, so that you may approve what is excellent, and so be pure and blameless for the day of Christ, filled with the fruit of righteousness that comes through Jesus Christ, to the glory and praise of God.

Philippians 1:21 - For to me to live is Christ, and to die is gain.

Philippians 1:27a - Only let your manner of life be worthy of the gospel of Christ.

Philippians 2:3 - Do nothing from selfish ambition or conceit, but in humility count others more significant than yourselves.

Philippians 2:5–11 - Have this mind among yourselves, which is yours in Christ Jesus, who, though he was in the form of God, did not count equality with God a thing to be grasped, but emptied himself, by taking the form of a servant, being born in the likeness of men. And being found in human form, he humbled himself by becoming obedient to the point of death, even death on a cross. Therefore God has highly exalted him and bestowed on him the name that is above every name, so that at the name of Jesus every knee should bow, in heaven and on earth and under the earth, and every tongue confess that Jesus Christ is Lord, to the glory of God the Father.

Philippians 2:12b–13 - Work out your own salvation with fear and trembling, for it is God who works in you, both to will and to work for his good pleasure.

Philippians 2:14–15 - Do all things without grumbling or disputing, that you may be blameless and innocent, children of God without blemish in the midst of a crooked and twisted generation, among whom you shine as lights in the world.

Philippians 3:3 - For we are the circumcision, who worship by the Spirit of God and glory in Christ Jesus and put no confidence in the flesh.

Philippians 3:8–11 - Indeed, I count everything as loss because of the surpassing worth of knowing Christ Jesus my Lord. For his sake I have suffered the loss of all things and count them as rubbish, in order that I may gain Christ and be found in him, not having a righteousness of my own that comes from the law, but that which comes through faith in Christ, the righteousness from God that depends on faith— that I may know him and the power of his resurrection, and may share his sufferings, becoming like him in his death, that by any means possible I may attain the resurrection from the dead.

Philippians 3:13b –14 - One thing I do: forgetting what lies behind and straining forward to what lies ahead, I press on toward the goal for the prize of the upward call of God in Christ Jesus.

Philippians 3:16 - Only let us hold true to what we have attained.

Philippians 3:17 - Brothers, join in imitating me, and keep your eyes on those who walk according to the example you have in us.

Philippians 3:20–21 - But our citizenship is in heaven, and from it we await a Saviour, the Lord Jesus Christ, who will transform our lowly body to be like his glorious body, by the power that enables him even to subject all things to himself.

Philippians 4:4 - Rejoice in the Lord always; again I will say, rejoice.

Philippians 4:6–7 - Do not be anxious about anything, but in everything by prayer and supplication with thanksgiving let your requests be made known to God. And the peace of God, which surpasses all understanding, will guard your hearts and your minds in Christ Jesus.

Philippians 4:8 - Finally, brothers, whatever is true, whatever is honourable, whatever is just, whatever is pure, whatever is lovely, whatever is commendable, if there is any excellence, if there is anything worthy of praise, think about these things.

Philippians 4:9 - What you have learned and received and heard and seen in me—practice these things, and the God of peace will be with you.

Philippians 4:11b - I have learned in whatever situation I am to be content.

Philippians 4:12b–13 - In any and every circumstance, I have learned the secret of facing plenty and hunger, abundance and need. I can do all things through him who strengthens me.

Philippians 4:19 - And my God will supply every need of yours according to his riches in glory in Christ Jesus.

Warnings from Philippians

Compared to the number of promises in Paul’s letter, the number of warnings is quite small.

In chapter 1 verse 28 Paul refers to the opponents of the church in Philippi and says the manner in which the church stands fearless in the face of opposition is a sign to those opponents of their destruction, in contrast with it being a sign to the church of their salvation.  In other words there is destruction waiting for the opponents of Christ’s church.

In chapter 3 Paul warns the church to look out for the “dogs”, the “evil doers'” the “mutilators of the flesh”, those that put confidence in the flesh.  The entire passage from 3:2-9 leads up to his “mission statement' in verses 10-11 which culminates with the hope of attaining the “resurrection from the dead".  Consequently those evil doers have not and will not attain the resurrection.

Then in verse 18-19 of chapter 3 Paul talks about the enemies of the cross of Christ, and says “their end is destruction, their god is their belly, and they glory in their shame, with minds set on earthly things.”  Contrasting this with verses 20-21 we see that these enemies are not citizens of heaven and they will not have their bodies transformed into a glorified body.  In other words they will not partake in the resurrection.

Finally, though not as clearly a warning as a promise, chapter 2 verse 12 bears mention again.  Paul exhorts the Philippians to “work out their own salvation with fear and trembling”.

Promises from Philippians

He who began a good work in you will bring it to completion at the day of Jesus Christ.

For to me to live is Christ, and to die is gain.

Work out you own salvation with fear and trembling, for it is God who works in you, both to will and to work for his good pleasure.

That I may know him and the power of his resurrection, and may share his sufferings, becoming like him in his death, that by any means possible I may attain the resurrection from the dead.

Our citizenship is in heaven and from it we await a Saviour the Lord Jesus Christ, who will transform our lowly body to be like his glorious body, by the power that enables him even to subject all things to himself.

The Lord is at hand; do not be anxious about anything, but in everything by prayer and supplication with thanksgiving let your requests be made known to God.  And the peace of God, which surpasses all understanding, will guard your hearts and your minds in Christ Jesus.

What you have learned and received and heard and seen in me – practice these things, and the God of peace will be with you.

I have learned the secret of facing plenty and hunger, abundance and need.  I can do all things through him who strengthens me.

{Since the Philippians were so willing to supply Paul’s needs, he writes} And my God will supply every need of yours according to his riches in glory in Christ Jesus.

Instructions from Philippians

The first thing that I want to answer is the question, “what specifically is this book telling me to do?”  Here then is a list of all the commands or instructions that we can glean from the book of Philippians.

- Let your love abound with knowledge and discernment
- Be pure and blameless
- Be filled with the fruit of righteousness
- Be confident in the Lord
- Speak the word without fear
- Let your life be worthy of the gospel
- Do nothing from selfish ambition or conceit
- In humility count others more significant than yourself
- Look to the interests of others
- Have the same mind as Christ as demonstrated in Phil 2:5-11
- Work out your salvation with fear and trembling
- Do all things without grumbling or disputing
- Be blameless and innocent
- Hold fast to the word of life
- Seek the interests of Jesus Christ
- Receive brothers and sisters (Epaphroditus) in the Lord
- Honour such men (as Epaphroditus) for their sacrifice to the work of Christ
- Rejoice in the Lord always
- Put no confidence in the flesh
- Count everything as loss compared to knowing Christ
- Share in Christ’s sufferings
- Become like Christ in his death
- Press on toward the goal of the call of God
- Hold true to what you have attained
- Imitate those who walk according to Paul’s example
- Stand firm in the Lord
- Let your reasonableness be known to everyone
- Do not be anxious
- With thanksgiving let your requests be known to God by prayer
- Think rightly as shown in Phil 4:8
- Practice what you have learned
- Be content in every situation
- Greet the saints in Christ Jesus

Wow, what would my life look like if faithfully followed all of these instructions!

Spiritual Disciplines Update

I plan on making some changes to my bible reading routine in 2014, but before I lay out my new plan, I want to review what I have done. 

In 1986 my dad gave me a copy of the One Year Bible in the Living Bible paraphrase and since that time during the years when I have maintained the discipline of bible reading I have enjoyed using this reading plan, though I did graduate to the NIV version some time ago.

Since starting this blog in 2010 I have once again resurrected the habit of daily bible reading and with few exceptions I have consistently read every day.  So here is a summary of my bible reading plans over the past three years.

In 2011 I read through the New Living Translation of the One Year Bible.

In 2012 I read through the New King James Translation of the One Year Bible.

In 2013 I started reading the Chronological One Year Bible in the NIV translation, but I switched to the ESV translation in March, though I continued with the chronological reading plan for the year.

In March 2013 I also switched from reading on an e-reader to reading from a physical bible.  I spent a great deal of time and effort researching what version and format I wanted for my daily reading bible and I settled on the ESV single column legacy edition.  This bible has been an absolute joy to me, and I can’t recommend it enough.  It has large margins for notes and there are minimal distractions, just the text.  I have also found that I love the single column format, it presents the text beautifully especially in the Psalms and other poetry books.  I now have a system for marking up my bible and after 9 months of use, it is starting to feel very personal and unique to me.  It is a treasure.

Anyhow, what am I going to do in 2014?  I have decided to use the saturation method of bible reading.  I read the following blog post, a few weeks ago, and its recommendation of saturating yourself in a book for an extended period of time really resonated with me.  The first book I will tackle is Philippians.  I have always loved this book and the passage from Phil 3:8-11 is a passage that I have used as a ‘life-verse’ for many years.  Since it is a short book, I can read it in one sitting, so for at least the next month, I plan on soaking in the truths of this book, I plan on memorizing key passages and I plan on knowing this book inside out and backwards. 

Over the coming days I plan on updating this blog to reflect the things I learn as I take on this endeavour.

Crazy Love

This week and last I have been on vacation.  Last week during our week at a cottage, Margaret and I read the book “Crazy Love” by Francis Chan and watched the video segments that corresponded to each chapter.  In summary all I can say is that “you need to read this book.”

In a previous posting I mentioned how reading the biography of Keith Green has never failed to stir up within me an increased desire for God.  Well this book definitively falls into the same camp. 

After reading Crazy Love, I have been reawakened to my own complacency and failings with regard to my relationship with the Lord.  I want to examine my life and determine if my life and actions truly align with the Word of God.

There is a great quote at the start of the book, which asks a question that is the basis for the rest of the book.  “To just read the Bible, attend church, and avoid big sins – is this passionate, wholehearted love for God?”

The obvious answer to this question is no, but what does love for God really look like, or more accurately should it look like?  Francis, does a fantastic job answering this questions, and he does it in a way that is genuine and heart-felt.

After reading this book, you will not look at westernized Christianity the same again, and your heart will be stirred to love God with all your heart, soul and strength.  So I say it again, you need to read this book.

A taste of wonder

One thing that I miss from my childhood is having a regular experience with wonder.  Being filled with awe and marvelling at something is not as common place as it once was.  It does happen from time to time however and over the weekend I experienced it again.

My dad is on the verge of retiring and so together with my siblings, we purchased an iPad for him.  Not having used an iPad, it was new for me, and the device was fascinating.  Fascinating, but not wonder inducing.

That changed a few hours later when my brother-in-law installed an astronomy app and we went outside to use it.  Placing the iPad above our heads, the app displayed and identified all the celestial objects that we could see.  Moving the iPad around caused the display to change to reflect the portion of the sky immediately behind the device.  It seemed almost magical.

To locate an object in the sky that was displayed on the iPad, all you had to do was move the iPad around the sky until the object was positioned at the center of the iPad.  Then low and behold if you then moved the iPad out of the way without moving your eyes, you were looking directly at it. 

Wow, I marvelled, how cool was that! 

I thought back to elementary school when I received a telescope one Christmas, and thought to myself that if the iPad had been available then, I might have pursued a different career.  Those frustrating few time that I actually tried to find anything in the sky back then would never have diminished my enjoyment of star gazing.

Being an engineer, it didn’t take too long for me to figure out how the app worked, and wouldn’t you know it, once I figured it out the wonder diminished.  It wasn’t magical after all.

Tools of the trade

Warning: this will be another one of my technical posts.

As an electrical/firmware engineer, there are a number of tools that I use on a daily basis that are indispensible to my trade.  Today I wanted to post a quick list of my favourites, with perhaps future posts going into more detail.

1. Numero uno has to be Vim, otherwise know as “the best text editor in the world”.  Now I have only been using Vim for a little more than a year, but  it has changed my life.  Ok, perhaps that is going a little overboard, but quite honestly, if you have a year of your life to devote to learning a text editor, there is no better candidate than Vim.  If you have tried it and just don’t grok it, then read the first answer to the following question.  What is my favourite command?  “gg=G”.  Just awesome.
   
2. Number two is Mercurial.  This tool is for revision control, and it absolutely beats the pants of the “official tool” I am supposed to use.  Revision control software allows you to take “snapshots” of your code so that at any time in the future you can recreate anything you have done in the past.
   For example I can type “hg update v1.1” at a command line and instantly all the files in my coding product are exactly as they were when we released version 1.1 of the software.  Type “hg update v2.0” and again all the files are updated to as they were when version 2.0 was released. 
   Mercurial is one of the new breed of revision control tools known as “distributed version control” which is in contrast to the previous breed known as “centralized version control”.  Again like with Vim, I have drunk the proverbial kool-aid.  I have been won over to this new paradigm.
   
3. I will end on number 3 which is Python.  No not the animal; Python, is a programming language, named after comedy troupe Monty Python.  Python is a member of a class of languages often referred to as scripting languages. 
   On a day to day basis, I would estimate that more than 90% of my programming is done in a completely different language called C, with perhaps 10% or less done in Python.  Notwithstanding, the more I learn about Python, the more I am blown away with the simple elegance and the sheer power of the language. 
   Having a scripting language in my tool belt has made me more productive and honestly opened my eyes to what is possible.  For example after learning Python, I was able to write a utility in about 150 lines of code that analysed the output of my C compiler, calculated the execution time of each assembly instruction and then produced an annotated file which contained timing information for each line of assembly, each line of C, and each C function.  Fantastic information to know when you are trying to understand the efficiency of your compiler and optimize the code to improve performance. 
   Ignoring the fact that the equivalent utility written in C would have taken probably 2000 lines of code, my mind simply wouldn’t have known where to begin using C, while with Python a relative novice was able to produce the utility in only a couple of days.  Incredible stuff.

On Happiness

Five blog entries, in five days; so what was it all about.  As I mentioned last Monday, the experiment comes from a book that I am reading.  The book is called 59 seconds:  think a little, change a lot.  A couple of weeks ago I was reading an interesting blog entry.  The blog’s author highly recommended this book and I was convinced to purchase it.

Chapter one is called happiness, and it highlights a number of studies done on happiness and comes to a number of conclusions.   The first being that writing is far more effective than talking when it comes to working through traumatic events in a persons life.  Furthermore other studies found that the act of writing can have significant benefits to promoting everyday happiness in a person’s life.  Hence my week long homework assignment.

According to the book the results of this exercise should be a fairly quick change in mood and happiness that may last for months.  Furthermore, If the feeling wears off the author instructs the reader to repeat the exercise as needed. 

So how do I feel?

Happy is certainly a word I could use.  I am by no means unhappy, however in general I am a happy person.  I really started the exercise from a position of general happiness, so I guess a more important measure would be relative happiness compared to a week ago.  So how do I feel relative to last week?

Again it is not an easy question to answer.  I can’t say that I am tremendously more happy, but in no respects am I less happy.  Having a scientific mind I would love to say that I have achieved a 54% increase in my level of happiness, but the subjective nature of feelings prevents me from being certain.  Overall I think my happiness has increased slightly. 

As far as the exercises went, I enjoyed the process of putting my thoughts on paper and they will be an interesting record for me to look back on in the days ahead.  I think that the experiment would have been more conclusive, if I had started from a position of unhappiness, but frankly I really don’t want to find out.

The key takeaway for me is that it is good to incorporate words of gratitude and affection in my writing.  Something I will continue to try and do.

The books discussion on happiness doesn't end there however.  Based on other studies, the book concludes the following:

1. Buying experiences and not goods promotes happiness.
2. Giving  promotes happiness.
3. Smiling promotes happiness.
4. Intentional change, rather than circumstantial change will promote happiness.

Week in review

Day 5 – think back over the past week and make note of three things that went really well for you

1. This week we handed over a software delivery to a customer, intending to fix a number of problems for them.  Immediately after deployment, out of seemingly nowhere a new bug was discovered that was critical enough that I had the unfortunate task of telling the customer that we would have to pull back the new software.  Not an enjoyable task, to admit your team screwed up.  What did go well is that after explaining the situation to the customer, they were incredibly understanding and didn’t seem to hold it against us.  I think it helped that we didn’t attempt to pass the buck, but we admitted up to our mistake and promised to make it right.  What was more amazing is that they were thanking me for how quickly I was able to provide them an analysis of the situation.
2. A few weeks back we sold our bicycle trailer and tandem tricycle.  Both products were excellent and I couldn’t more highly recommend them, however the girls had simply outgrown them.  For a replacement we purchased the Weehoo bicycle trailer and it came in on Wednesday.  I wasn’t sure if the girls would like it, but once they saw it, their smiles of delight gave me the answer I was looking for.  We have been out twice now for rides, with one girl in the trailer and one girl in the Wee-ride front mounted child carrier.  I can see us making many lasting memories with this trailer in the years ahead.  Just today though I realized that I should have purchased a second hitch so that the trailer could be attached to either of our adult bicycles.  The trailer had been a special order so I was kicking myself for not ordering a second hitch when I placed the initial order.  Anyways when I called the bicycle store I was amazed to find that they carried extra hitches so I was able to pick it up today.
3. On Wednesday night a wild storm rolled through the region.  There were tornado warnings issued, so I used it as a pretext to have a campout in basement with the girls.  The girls had a thoroughly good time, seemingly oblivious to the thunder and lightning.  In fact they are looking forward to the next time we can sleep in the basement.  Go figure.

To my parents

Day 4 – write a letter to someone who has impacted your life and tell them how important they are to you

Dear Mom and Dad,

The medium of the written word, is hardly expressive enough to accurately convey the love and respect that I have for you both.  I hope that my actions and spoken words to you over the years will substantiate the words that I write today.

Dad, thank you for always loving and supporting me through every endeavour.  Thank you for demonstrating to me that the measure of a man is not in what they do, but in who they impact for eternity.  It is because of you that I know my heavenly Father is completely faithful, unconditionally loving, and abundantly good.  It is because of you that I have never second guessed my decision to follow Christ. 

You taught me how to be warm and friendly with strangers.  You taught me to have concern for the needy, the sick and the elderly.  You taught me to appreciate life, and to not fear death.  You taught me to forgive, before resentment and bitterness could set in.  You taught me that material things are not worth clinging to.  You taught me to be content.

Thank you for taking me on bicycle rides as  a child.  Thank you for taking the time to answer every deep question I posed to you.  Thank you for involving me in the work of the church.  Thank you for guiding me.

Mom, your love and support is equally appreciated.  Your listening ear and warm heart gave me the confidence to grow into the man I have become.  It is because of you that I know that God is never too busy to hear my prayers, and that no concern it too trite.  You were and continue to be my biggest advocate.

You taught me the value of a dollar and the importance of being a good steward of my resources.  You taught me to be generous with those resources and to always give to the work of the Lord first.  You taught me to become independent through the many essential life skills you taught me.  Any success that I have in life can in large part be attributed to you.

Thank you for your godly discipline.  Thank you for your advice through the years.  Thank you for giving me the nudging I needed from time to time to get things done.  Thank you for teaching me that I can do anything if I try.

Mom and Dad, in short thank you for you prayers and love.  I am blessed beyond measure to have you in my life.

Love Andrew

Futurama

Day 3 – write about your life in the future, imagining everything has gone well

August 24, 2046:

Hard to believe that my daughters turn 40 this year.  Where has the time gone!  Just yesterday they were pint sized bundles of joy that I could swing up onto my shoulders  without so much as a second thought.  How quickly they grow up.

To say I am proud of them would be putting it mildly.  I am overwhelmed with gratitude that God saw fit to bring them into my life, and give me the awesome privilege of raising them.  Their character, their beauty, their compassionate spirits are all proof positive that the hand of God is on their lives.  May He continue to guide their paths as they raise their children in the nurture and admonition of the Lord, and may they always walk in the favour of their God.

My wife is the glue that binds this family together.  She has faithfully been my spouse, my advocate and my best friend for over 48 years.  Nevertheless, I can honestly say the best years are still ahead.  Through every valley and over every obstacle, she has been the source of so much wise council and insight that I have never had to regret a decision we have made together.  My love for her continues to grow.

As I look back on my life thus far, I am thankful for each relationship that has enriched my life.  My circle of friends has always been wider than it has been deep, but the few that I can call close friends have been the source of much encouragement over the years.

It is fascinating to think about the journey that God has taken me on.  I would never have thought it possible that I would be where I am today.  My vocation may have been as a software engineer, but my calling turned out to be abundantly more.  I am thankful that I learned to simply trust and obey.  Fighting against the purposes of the Lord is a loosing proposition every time.

I have so much to be thankful for in this life, the Lord has been good.  Putting aside any material possessions that I may have acquired, I have been blessed beyond measure.  Blessed in my relationships, blessed in my vocation, blessed in my calling and blessed in my spirit.  The past has been good, but the future is full of hope and promise.

The blessing

Day 2 – write about one of the most wonderful experiences in your life

Date:  Sometime in July 1987, age 11.

Setting:  The parlour of my grandparents farmhouse, just outside the town of Coagh, Northern Ireland.

Occasion:  A blessing from my grandfather.

During the summer before grade 7, our family took a 6 week summer vacation to the UK.  The first 3 weeks were spent in Northern Ireland visiting my Dad’s family and the next 3 weeks were spent in England visiting my Mom’s family.  Shortly before leaving Ireland, my dad arranged to have each of his children blessed by my grandfather.

I remember hanging out in the family room waiting for my turn, while my older brother was in the parlour with granddad.  When it was my turn, I was called into the parlour with granddad and I remember him gently placing his hands on my head while he prayed a prayer of blessing over me.  I don’t remember the words, but still today I can remember the sound of his voice as he prayed for me. 

This experience; that of receiving a blessing from my paternal grandfather left an indelible mark on my life; the impact of which will only be fully known in eternity.

An experiment

Having somewhat of a scientific disposition, I have decided to conduct an experiment. 

What is the experiment? 

It is taken from a book that I am currently reading and for each of the next five days I have to follow a model when writing on this blog.  After the five days I hope to have some additional insights to share, based on the results of this experiment.

Day 1 – write about 3 things I am thankful for:

1. I am grateful for my wife of 13 years.  Yesterday was my anniversary.  I have never once regretted the decision to tie the knot with the one I love.  The union of our lives proves that the whole is so much greater that the sum of our individual parts.
2. I appreciate the time that I have been given here on earth.  The news of the day reminded me again that life is short and each day is a treasure.
3. I am thankful for the video I just came across while reading a blog post.  It brought a smile to my face and made me realize the power a kind word has to brighten a day.

 

Forever Family Day #4

It was this day four years ago that I received into my arms a baby girl.  At the same moment my wife received into her arms another baby girl.  In an instant a family was born.

My daughters are the source of so much joy and happiness in my life.  They are gifts from the Lord and I cherish them.  I love them more than life itself.

In the book of Matthew, the bible says "if you love your son or daughter more than me, you are not worthy of being mine."

Difficult words.  Christ wants to be my first love; but is he?  Am I that committed?  It is hard to be sure living in Canada.  It is pretty easy to be a Christian here.  The situations that test my faith seem so insignificant in comparison to what others endure.

I am listening to a song by Keith Green as I write this.  A song called "I pledge my head to heaven".  The third verse goes like this.

    I pledge my son to heaven for the gospel.
    Though he's kicked, and beaten, ridiculed and scorned,
    I will teach him to rejoice, and lift a thankful praising voice,
    And to be like him who bore the nails and crown of thorns

What am I willing to endure for the sake of my faith in Jesus Christ?  And what is my life teaching my children about the Christian life?

Above all, I want my children to see me as faithful.  Faithful to God, faithful to their mother, and faithful to them.  I don’t think much more than that is required?  If I am an example of faithfulness to my children, it will go a long way to ensuring that they don't abandon their faith once the storms of life come their way.  And that is worth more to me than mere words can describe.

Thoughts on being a dad

I am forever grateful to God for the family he has given me. 

As each day passes I realise afresh how blessed I am to have a wonderful wife and and two incredible children by my side.  They bless me more than I can express.

In my opinion, I have the best family in the world, bar none.

Apparently I am not doing too bad myself in the dad department either.  This past Father’s Day I received notice that I was the best dad in the whole wide world, so my condolences go out to all runners up out there for snatching the title this year.

Now in the spirit of Father’s Day, let me recount some of the situations that make me realize just how wonderful being a dad really is.

1. laughing, laughing, and laughing some more with my daughters
2. bursting with pride at my daughters accomplishments
3. hearing “I love you daddy, with all my heart” from my daughters
4. carrying my daughters on my shoulders
5. holding hands with my daughters
6. cradling my daughters to comfort them
7. getting a good night kiss from my daughters
8. giving a nose rub to my daughters
9. tickle fights with my daughters
10. reading stories to my daughters
11. playing wedding and marrying my daughters over and over again
12. going for a bicycle ride with my daughters
13. swimming with my daughters
14. singing with my daughters
15. grocery shopping with my daughters
16. strawberry picking with my daughters
17. camping with my daughters
18. flying a kite with my daughters
19. carrying my sleeping daughters off the school bus
20. praying with my daughters

The human condition

Once again I have been reminded of the human condition. 

I was watching CNN a few days ago and Wolf Blitzer was interviewing a congressman about some purported indiscretion that had been made through his twitter account.  Honestly I didn’t give it much thought, I watched only a minute and the individual seemed quite genuinely shocked that someone had hacked into his account.  I had never heard of the politician before and truth be told the only thing I thought was “as a public figure you need to be more careful with your online accounts.”

You may be aware, but this past Monday the same politician admitted to being responsible for the lewd behaviour, and furthermore that it had been going on for some time with multiple recipients.

I really don’t want to dwell on the particulars of this case, but I want to make the observation that it proves once again that the human condition is inclined towards deceit, it is inclined towards lewdness and yes it is inclined towards evil. 

It is just so self-evident.

The day after these events unfolded, I heard one of my favourite songs on the radio.  Ponder the words with me.

It's a slow fade when you give yourself away
It's a slow fade when black and white have turned to gray
Thoughts invade, choices are made, a price will be paid
When you give yourself away
People never crumble in a day
Daddies never crumble in a day
Families never crumble in a day

The truth is that the the downfall of this politician didn’t begin at the keyboard of his computer last week, it began probably months or years earlier with a thought.  A thought that led to poor choices, poor choices that led to increasingly poorer choices, and finally a downward spiral into sin.

There I said it.  Sin.  For that is what it was. 

That is what it is; when we first deceive ourselves, and then deceive others.  All the while forgetting this; that we cannot deceive God.